Monday, June 30, 2008

Recipe for Love

2 Hearts Full of Love
2 Heaping Cups of Kindness
2 Armfuls of Gentleness
2 Cups of Friendship
2 Cups of Joy
2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness
1 Lifetime of Togetherness
2 Minds Full of Tenderness

Method
Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty

Day Dreaming

Why many people say that true love doesn't exist? It makes me wondering if my parents got married without really felt a true love for each other... then how come they're still be together until now? Many people will say that it's the responsibilities to the children and to the community rules that bound them together although they might not feel any love at all for each other anymore. But I'd like to see it in a more romantic opinion... I do believe that they still have the love for each other, no matter what kind of love that is, it is one thing that bound them together until their old ages :)

I was born as a girl and gifted with a very deep trust on love, and as a complement I also inherit romantic soul and love to day dreaming. It's not always fun to have all of these traits because it hurts when my real life isn't as beautiful as what I'm dreaming of. Ok ok I know that everyone faces the same problem like that, but I tell you honestly that what I'm dreaming of are something beyond what most people could imagine hehehe... they are all too beautiful, too fairy tale, and too romantic... they're all just too good to be true.

Another thing that makes it uneasy to live with deep faith in love and have a romantic soul is that most people don't see it as a healthy and logic way of thinking. They would tell me to stop dreaming and just live the reality, nothing such as true love and I will not find my prince charming in this life episode. Uuh I hate when they tell me that and I just don't want to give up now. I will still have another 40 years to live and I will use it to the very best to find the love of my life....
Hi! where have you been all this times my love? You will have to treat me good for keeping me waiting for you this long. I'm sure that it will not take a big effort from you to make me happy because you just know exactly what to do and you do it from your heart ... all based on your love for me.

Hahaha I know it sounds silly, but that's the words I always want to tell him one day I meet him. He will be very happy to hear that and I can see myself in his starry eyes. I will never hesitate and doubt in telling him "I love you" because he is also very brave in showing his love to me all the time all the way. He will always make me proud to have him. Because he's simply "my man".

What can we do now? what if a little chat before lunch break? Ooh you want to take me to see the sunset this evening... where? yeah right, we can just go outside the office building and watch the sun sets, that would be nice. Ok, I'll be waiting for your call tonight before bed time. You know, I always like to hear your voice because it makes me feel secure and loved. See you later my man... I love you (wherever you are now, we will meet one day)

Friday, June 27, 2008

Do Women Fall in Love Easier than Men?

NO!
Actually, men are more likely to fall in love than women. They are also less likely to break off a pre-marital relationship and have stronger romantic viewpoints on love than their female partners.

Taken from: Dion, K. L. & Dion, K. K. (1984). Psychological individualism and romantic love. Journal of Social Behavior and Personality, 6, 17-33.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Fixing A Broken Heart

This song by Indecent Obsession, I'd like to dedicate to someone who has touched my heart with his fresh and unique ways
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There was nothing to say the day he left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain, ooh
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have broken apart
Fixing a broken heart

Now I don't understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Because the hurt just disappears
In every moment that you are near, yeah
Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear

Soon the rain will stop falling baby
And I'll forget the past
'cause here we are at last

aaaah it makes me frustrated

Why should I answer his phone? if each time I talked with him only making me feel bad and upset :( It is driving me mad!!
He was talking like he's the good guy and I'm the bad girl. Gave me speeches about life and how to treat others ooh my God... why I feel bad about this? Why I don't like to hear it from him?
Is it because I'm really a bad girl and he just points out the correct spots? or is it because I don't trust him of what he's saying? I don't see him as a good guy like what he told me.
He said since I left, he has changed a lot. He reads Quran and pray more often, he feels happy about his job because he can help poor people out there. But why I hate the way he's telling it to me? What I feel is that he's an arrogant, trying to put me down by indirectly telling me that there's many things I need to learn about this life.
Astaghfirullah... please ya Allah, forgive me for being this mad while someone else is trying to tell me about good things.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Gallery

Greatest Love Poet

A Red, Red Rose

O my Luve's like a red, red rose
That's newly sprung in June:
O my Luve's like the melodie
That's sweetly play'd in tune!

As fair thou art, my bonnie lass,
So deep in love am I:
And I will love thee still, my dear,
Till a' the seas gang dry:

Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear,
And the rocks melt with the sun;
I will luve thee still my dear,
When the sands of life shall run.

And fare thee weel, my only Luve,
And fare thee weel a while!
And I will come again, my Luve,
Tho' it were ten thousand mile.

by Robert Frost