Sunday, March 15, 2009

Lonely

This evening I'm home alone, my family is on a vacation for two days. They'll be back tonight. It rained heavily in the afternoon and left a cold breeze... it caresses the leafes, blows into my room, and touches me gently. It feels like a hug which doesn't make me feel warm but cold. I like the feel of the wind on my skin, makes me feel that nature cares about me.
I'm lonely. This is something I rarely admit since I'm afraid of looking desperate, needy, or abandoned. I don't like feeling lonely, makes me feel nobody cares. But I can't help it today, I'm lonely.
Thank you God for sending me your hug through the wind... it's cold but it shows that You care.

10 comments:

wrongERRORproblem said...

...... toon

Big D-Unit said...

Your entries are like softcore erotic stories, but without the erotism.

Frita Amrita said...

huahahahha how come they are like an erotic stories? u got a dirty mind

Rumayya said...

funny...I also feel the same when the wind touch me. It's like a hug. Make me feel secured and loved.
Thanks 4 sharing.
It's beautifully sad story :)

Frita Amrita said...

:)

metty said...

Whoever said that your entries are like softcore erotic stories, reads erotic stories =)

Rather than erotic, I'd say poetic, this entry of yours is. Thinking of writing a longer one?

hachi said...

Good one Frit, you are not feeling alone tonight right?

Frita Amrita said...

I was feeling a lil bit lonely last night, but then early morning he called :)

jjjjjj said...

No dear... I felt the same way with Big D-Unit...
Atleast I could Say that You are a lonelyness girl.. am I Right ?

Susah ya cari suami..
apalagi tipenya persis seperti yang kamu inginkan...
apakah kamu sudah berdo'a...

Frita Amrita said...

I pray for it almost everyday :)
yet just went through another heart breaks.