I'm Sad

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I'm so sad today... I need a bandage to cover this bleeding heart which you cut open. I don't understand why you keep calling me but at the same time you turn me down by waving a red flag telling me that I'm too good for you (what a smart excuse). If Greg reads this, he will say: "he's just not into you".
I know that.... I can see that you are not into me, but you're just beautiful that I can't easily let you go. Maybe the excuse I'm making right now is that this situation is better than nothing. I like your company and I just don't want to talk about "relationship" issue with you because I'm afraid that you will walk away. But I know too, that one day you will really walk away. Please let me hang on until that day comes.